So Today was the first time that I had to take Toby to Billie's. Now even though Billie is an amazing person and I am totally comfortable with her as our day care provider I couldn't help but feel the "mommy guilt" as I like to call it about leaving my little boy so I could go to work. Thank goodness I have a job that involves changing the lives of our youth or I think I would really hate myself if I was leaving my little boy instead of staying and playing with him all day. This morning Griff was such a great help by hooking Toby into his car seat and then rode with me to drop him off comforting me as I was being a crazy mom crying as we drove away. He sat in the passengers seat not making fun of me but making me laugh. I'm so lucky to have such a great 13 year old. His mother did so good with him, she raised such a kind and loving kid.
Course nothing beats coming home, pulling around the corner into our street and seeing my husband carrying my baby boy while checking the mail. So I successfully survived one of the hardest days of being a parent "SO FAR". Now to conquer working three full days this week while having my baby boy at the babysitters.
Oh and never did I think that I would find myself one day not bothered by the fact my shoulder is covered with baby spit up, I haven't had anything to eat since breakfast, and the house is a mess... but that's all okay because I'm with my family.
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