Toby is rapidly changing and growing into such a fun little boy. He laughs so hard when Griff talks to him and gets so excited he flings his arms and legs all over the place when he sees his daddy. He loves his bath time. Our tub for him sits on the counter in the bathroom in front of the mirror and he sits and watches himself in the mirror the entire time he is in the bath checking himself out! It's so funny. He loves to lay on his mat and play, and listen to music. I'm getting better at getting up at 1:30 in the morning and getting back to sleep when he's back to sleep. We keep the lights low and don't talk to him at all so that he gets up he eats and he goes back to sleep. Honestly some nights I won't change him in the middle of the night for fear of waking him up and him not going back to sleep, terrible I know but it's a survival instinct I think :)
Watching Tyler with Toby reaffirms so many reasons why I fell in love with him. If you would have asked me when we were dating if I would love moments like this I would have thought you were crazy. But there are moments where I can't take my eyes off of my husband and my little boy. Griff and Toby truly are two of the biggest blessings in my life and having Tyler by my side makes a huge difference when it comes to parenting.
Toby starts day care tomorrow as both Ty and I will be at work. Billie will be taking care of us for him and she is going to be amazing. Of course I'm struggling with the jitters of a first time parent getting ready to take her child to day care for the first time. Ya know, will he notice that I'm not around? Will he miss me? Will he be mad at me when I pick him up after having to work for a full day? Will I miss a big first, like his first word, or steps or anything and everything?!? But Billie is such a great person I have no fear that she will take such great care of our little man.
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